Really?

So on a completely unrelated whim, I had to come here today to look at something that I need for another project. It was then that I realized, not only have I not blogged for crap lately, but it is actually my blog-iversary. 7 years ago today I started this personal diary of sorts. And I am soooo damn mad at myself because this past year I have been the absolute worst about blogging, when in truth, sooooo much has happened to change, well, everything that this is the time I should have been blogging the most!!!

Part of the struggle has been that I have been so damn busy living life, I haven't had a lot of time to write about it, a good thing, I know. The other part is this ridiculous fight I have with myself. I keep thinking - I should sooo blog about this, and then the devil/angel dance on my shoulders starts:

It has been so long - why blog now?
Because this is important, you will want to remember this!
Really - if it is important - you will remember. Besides - you have already left so much out - it won't make sense.
Oh, you're right...
I know I am...
Let's just go to bed...
SCORE!!!

Well - not today - nope! Today is the blog-iversary and I say to hell with you devil on my shoulder! I am going to randomly blog today. And I am also going to make promises that I am fairly certain I cannot keep - like -

I am going to start blogging regulary again!
WAIT!! I am going to top that...
I AM GOING TO BLOG EVERY DAY DURING OCTOBER JUST TO GET BACK INTO THE HABIT!!
(Yeah, right)
NO WAIT!!
I might actually start VLOGGING some times!!!
GET OUT!!

Oh... and I am also going to write the disclaimer that the above may all go down the tubes and you may not see another word typed here until 2012.... I am hoping not - but I am gonna give it the old college try.